wow…has it really been that long since I last posted? (like the picture? that’s our happy family simpsonized…go to http://www.simpsonizeme.com to do you too!)
Fiona is still working on crawling…she work day and night on this new project…even when you hold her she gets into crawling position. I hope that once she is really crawling around she’ll stop doing it night and day. She can spin herself in a 360 pretty fast and she’s slowly but surely moving forward. Her favorite thing to do is push herself up onto her feet in a “down dog” yoga pose. The poor girl has worn away her little toe nails so even on the hottest days i have her in thick smart wool socks!
So tomorrow is a big day in our lives. I return to work full time. I told them (and myself) that I would give it a try and see how it goes…you never know…I might really like it. Thousands and thousands of families do this all the time and are perfectly content and happy….so here we go.
I’m trying not to think about it too much…I don’t want to defeat myself before I even begin. But then I’m afraid to not think about it enough…it can be easy to get swept up in the busy lifestyle and not stop and see what’s going on or pay attention to how you really feel. I know the first couple of weeks are going to be hard on us all. Even zoe dog is going to have readjust to not having me home all the time.
I have started to write more and then erased three times already. There is so much I want to say and for some reason it is all so hard to get out. I will save it. Save it till next week when I can look back and see.
I must have kissed her cheeks a million times today. They are so soft and squishy. And when I kiss her cheek I get to smell her skin.
little monkey toes…your mother loves you.